Sunday, April 20, 2014

O Happy Fault

“O happy fault that earned for us so great, so glorious a Redeemer!”

Happy Easter!  May we, together, rejoice in the Resurrection of our Lord and the opportunity for new life that He has given us this day.  In This Easter reflection, I want to meditate on a little excerpt from the Exsultet sung at the Easter Vigil.  “O happy fault that earned for us so great, so glorious a Redeemer!”  This phrase speaks of the fall, of Adam and Eve’s original sin that introduced sin into the world.  The Exsultet calls original sin a “happy fault”.  At first glance, this can seem strange.  How can we rejoice even in our sin?

To answer this question, we must look to the second half of the phrase: “that earned for us so great, so glorious a Redeemer!”  We can rejoice even in our weakness because our suffering has been redeemed.  By His life, death, and resurrection Jesus has “made all things new” (Revelation 21:5).  He has revealed to us the power of His love to conquer even our greatest limitations.  It is because of this love that we rejoice; by this love we have been redeemed!

Father Maximos Davies, a Byzantine Catholic monk, gave us a great analogy about sin in a retreat we had at the beginning of Lent.  He said that God created us as cucumbers, nice and smooth according to His will.  But He gave us free will, and we chose to reject God’s love by soaking ourselves in the brine of sin.  Thus, we became pickles, scarred forever by our sin.  In a loving response, God said, “Well, I preferred pickles anyway.”  Thus God accepted us, as poor and sinful as we had chosen to become, and loved us through it all.  He proved it through sacrificing His only begotten Son for our salvation.  This is a cause for great joy!

God permits sin as a vehicle to the love and mercy of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.  Thus, our sins and the sins of others should never shock us or cause us to love ourselves or others less.  We must thank God for the crosses we bear, for our brokenness and limitations, for He uses these to lead us along His path, deeper into His love and mercy, and thus deeper into relationship with Him.  Therefore, we are able to rejoice even in our sin, weakness, and poverty because it is through these that we find the love of so great a Redeemer.  And as we find this love, may we meet Jesus Christ as our Savior and be led ever deeper into love, communion, and relationship with Him.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you because by your Holy Cross you have redeemed the world.

“The stone the builders rejected has become the cornerstone.” (Psalm 118: 22)
“Let this holy building shake with joy!” (Exsultet)

Rejoice in the Lord,


Hayden

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

He Emptied Himself

(Note: I realize this is a little bit early for a Triduum reflection but at Conception we go into a retreat starting Holy Thursday, so I won’t have time to post this other than now.  Please pray for me throughout the Triduum, and know that I will be praying for you.)

“Have among yourselves the same attitude that is also yours in Christ Jesus, Who, though he was in the form of God, did not regard equality with God something to be grasped.  Rather, he emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, coming in human likeness; and found human in appearance, he humbled himself, becoming obedient to death, even death on a cross.”

-Philippians 2: 5-8

He emptied himself.  Just sit with those words for a little bit.  He emptied himself.

Jesus Christ, who was and is God, “became flesh and made his dwelling among us” (John 1: 14).  He “did not regard equality with God something to be grasped.”  He emptied himself.  He spent the first thirty hears of His life in quiet, humble obedience to human parents.  He emptied himself.  In His last three years, He traveled throughout His region proclaiming the Kingdom of God and working miracles among the people.  “The blind regain their sight, the lame walk, lepers are cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, the poor have the good news proclaimed to them.” (Luke 7:22).  He emptied himself.  He fell to His knees and washed the feet of His Apostles, serving and loving them until the end.  He emptied Himself.  He knelt down in a garden and sweat blood at the trial ahead, all the while praying for the Apostles – “I am praying for them…whom thou has given me” (John 17: 9) – and you and I – “I do not pray for these only, but also for those who believe in me through their word” (John 17:20).  He emptied Himself.  And finally, He walked the road of Calvary and died the infamous death of the Cross, loving even those who killed Him to the end.  “Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do.” (Luke 23: 34).  He emptied Himself.

For me, Jesus’ life is entirely summed up in these words of St. Paul.  In every single thing He did, down to even the tiniest details of His life, He emptied Himself.  That’s what I want to focus on in this Holy Week reflection: Jesus’ emptying out of Himself for love of His Father and His people – you and I and the entire world.

First, Jesus emptied Himself out to the Father.  There’s a Latin expression my spiritual director, Father Xavier, likes to use when speaking of what our disposition should be during our monthly days of retreat.  He tells us to be “vacare Deo” – to be empty for God.  This is exactly what Jesus lived in his relationship to His Father.  In the Gospel of John, Chapter 5, verse 30, Jesus says, “I can do nothing on my own authority; as I hear, I judge; and my judgment is just, because I seek not my own will but the will of Him who sent me.”  Here Jesus is telling us that everything He does, He does because it is the will of the Father.  He is obedient in all things, never seeking His own will. In total submission, abandoning His own will in all the preaching He did and miracles He worked, Jesus emptied Himself before the Father.

This emptiness is fully realized in the Agony of the Garden.  “Father, if thou art willing, remove this cup from me; nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done.” (Luke 22:42).  Here Jesus pours Himself out in prayer, begging that His trial be removed.  But He concludes by pouring out His life to His Father, obedient even unto the death to which He knows He is about to walk.  He empties Himself before His Father in His prayer during the deciding moment of His life, where He chooses His Father’s will over everything else.  He goes on to the Cross, where He places His entire life in His Father’s hands.  “Father, into thy hands I commit my spirit!” Jesus says in Luke 23:46.  This obedience to the point of death is truly incredible, and the example we must follow, emptying ourselves of our own will in submission to our Heavenly Father’s.

Now let’s take a deeper look at Jesus emptying Himself for us.  John 13:1 reads, “Having loved his own who were in the world, he loved them to the end”, and boy did He prove it.  Next time you get a chance, just take a look at a Crucifix.  Don’t just pass it by, really look at it, ponder it, and pray with it for a little bit.  There you will see Divine Love personified, crucified for you.  Jesus did not only give up His life because it was His Father’s will – He gave up His life out of love for you and me.  Throughout all of that torturous suffering He went through, Jesus was thinking of you, me, the entire human race.  “The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.” (John 10:11).  He emptied Himself out of love for His sheep, to offer all of us a chance at salvation.

And not only did Jesus die for us, He died for us while we were still sinners, “enemies of the cross of Christ”, as St. Paul says in Philippians 3:18.  In fact, the people He came to save rejected Him and put Him to death – and He still begged His Father to forgive them.  And how often does He do the same thing for us, who sin against Him and His love time and time again!  Talk about emptying Himself.  There is no greater example because there is no greater love.  Let us remember that total, self-emptying love as we celebrate our Lord’s Passion.  Together, let’s learn from that love that goes beyond all human understanding.  Let us pray for the grace to imitate that love in our daily lives.

Let us “have among [ourselves] the same attitude that is also [ours] in Christ Jesus.”  Let us abandon ourselves to our Father’s will in prayer and action.  Let us extend Christ’s crucified love to all of those we encounter in our daily lives.  Let us empty ourselves, as Jesus did before us.

O Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, have mercy on us.

In His love,


Hayden